After Cathy left, I met up with some of the fast guys who are racing this weekend’s enduro – my first race of the year – and we hammered out a few laps around this tight, marked trail. Taking a breather at one of our breaks, I heard them echo, “You’re fast,” talking to me.
“Reflect upon your present blessings, of which every man has plenty; not on your past misfortunes, of which all men have some.”
– Charles Dickens
I’ve traveled a few hundred miles since my last post – from shooting photos at Tampa MX two Saturdays ago, driving over to Barneys St. Pete to sign for a brand new YZ 250X, hitting Croom last Sunday to break her in, back to Tampa MX on Wednesday to ride practice (and shoot more photos) and then up and back to North Carolina this weekend visiting my dad and riding at Brushy Mountain Motorsports Park in Taylorsville, NC.
I’m still figuring out how to ride my new bike fast, which is set up a little differently than the regular YZ 250 with an 18″ rear wheel, softer suspension and a wide-ratio transmission – did I mention it comes with a kickstand, too?
It’s also a hell of a lot more power than my 125 ever was, so what better place to practice than on a wide open motocross track? Plus, that’s the only place I have to ride after work during the week and it turns out that riding motocross, I’ve realized, is good practice for being present and keeps me more in the moment than riding off-road, and that makes me try harder, which means I can barely last a full 20-minute moto. In the woods, I’m used to riding for hours just zipping through the trails – sometimes half-assing-it through the parts I don’t like, but that’s not the case with motocross; it’s harder to hold on once your hands start tingling and your chest heaves with hurt like never before – you really can’t relax anywhere on the track. I can’t remember ever breathing that hard in the woods, unless I was crashed out on a hill and had to pick myself and my bike up.
Motocross is a different kind of hurt (now I know why they say motocross is the second-hardest sport after soccer!) It’s more about action; you’re always thinking ahead to avoid the chop: I need to go outside in this corner to set myself up for the best line over the next jump. In the woods, it’s more about reacting to what’s already in front of your tire, and that’s always changing.
Now, if only I could figure out how to rail those corner ruts since, coming from offroad, I’m used to largely ignoring the ruts and looking for the smooth trail, riding the edges and crisscrossing over whoops. On the motocross track, you have to find the ruts for traction to turn. It’s a different kind of riding altogether.
“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in having new eyes.” – Marcel Proust
Before pulling up to the Croom Motorcycle Area this past Sunday, I would’ve bet the place would be deserted as temperatures climbed toward 90 degrees before 9 a.m. But as I stood in line at the gatehouse waiting to renew my OHV permit, I saw that the price increased from $60 to $80 for the year and realized the CMA is still the best training in town, open 7 days a week with 2,600 acres and miles and miles of natural rough terrain. At the window, the park ranger called me a “lovely young lady” as I paid for my 2016-2017 sticker, which made me smile since I was wearing a baseball hat and no makeup. Driving down to the day use area where most of the dirt bikers park, I recognized a few bikes right away.
“What are you doing here?” one of the guys asked as I parked.
“I’m home now,” I told him and we chatted for a few minutes as I geared up.
In the woods later, I passed a few bikes and quads including a father/daughter duo coasting down the trail. I started doubling whoops I would have normally rolled and realized I could combine the technical skills I gathered while riding out in Utah with the speed I needed to blaze the 26-inch-wide mostly flat Florida sand. Then I remembered I was still running hardpack tires, which I decided were really good training in high-speed sugar sand. The best part about Croom, even though I grew up riding these same trails, is that it always feels like returning home. I’ve ridden in several states, from Utah to North Carolina, New York and Nevada, and there’s just something about being in the Withlacoochee woods. I finally get to be myself, even just for a few miles.
“A man travels the world over in search of what he needs and returns home to find it.” – George A. Moore
I survived my first Monday at my new job and celebrated my one week anniversary on Tuesday. It’s been a quiet start so far in what’s being called the “off-season,” since Supercross, Arenacross and Monster Jam are off, (but I did just start seeing Monster Jam copy coming through.) If the entertainment world is anything like racing, there’s no such thing as an off-season – we’re always working on something. The production team has been super helpful getting me caught up to speed while offering me a warm welcome, spanning from 5 feet away to two cubicle aisles down, or across HipChat from Illinois at the former global headquarters. So, in between learning the in-house CMS and memorizing all of the brand abbreviations, I’m keeping a custom .doc handy of the most common legal disclaimers along with a daily spreadsheet of the jobs I’ve completed – it’s helpful to know the volume and which piece I worked on. I’ve also started a list of ideas I have for creating content…but more on that later.
The work is meaningful and can get pretty intense once I’m in the rhythm – it seems like there’s this endless queue of tasks – but I get to set my own pace and that’s one of the reason why I love copy editing: I’m never at work wishing I was somewhere else; I’m always where I am, just focused on the ferocious hunt. It’s a lot of checking and re-checking since, as one of my colleagues put it, “It’s kind of against our nature and our job to completely trust what we did before.”
One of the perks of my new position, besides all the moto swag and feeling valuable, productive and busy at work, is the prime location, which is 4 miles from my downtown Brandenton apartment and less than 8 miles from my best friend from high school’s house. It’s nice to have an after-work workout buddy and even better when her fiancé, who also works with me, joins us, so we get to talk shop sometimes, too. Just the other night he was called to announce the new Ringling show, “Out of This World,” not “the same old circus,” and caught the next flight to Los Angeles. “Good thing to have on your resume,” I told him, to which he replied, “I don’t plan on working anywhere else.” Same.
Being in the circus is not just a job, it’s a culture- a way of life so deeply ingrained in most of the performers they have no desire to ever leave. This culture is free of detachment, laziness and mediocrity, and bursting with collaboration, precision in all the things and heartfelt appreciation for their audience. – 7 Values We Can Learn From the Circus.
One of my off-road racing buddies now working as a motorcycle stuntman commented on my new job assignment, “Welcome to the circus!”
Pulling into the global headquarters for my first day on Tuesday, I stopped before a security guard who confirmed my name on his sheet of paper. “You’re the last one,” he told me. I was still at least 5 minutes early. “Perfect,” I said and we caught smiles. He told me to drive down to the next stop sign, which involved pulling into a tight circular turnoff. “You sure can drive that big ol’ truck,” the second guard grinned. I told him my name and he peeled off my nametag sticker. On I went to visitor parking and then to the lobby where a friendly receptionist confirmed my name before offering me water or coffee. I declined, still staring at the #1 on the jersey of a replica Ryan Dungey and KTM hanging from the ceiling, and found a seat near the door by another new nametag. Everyone walking in smiled in greeting. Then I recognized my supervisor who stopped to shake my hand and welcome me to the team. His energy excited me, along with everyone else’s; it’s fun to go to work. The morning’s orientation included videos with a variety of visuals and footage from the circus, ice skating performances, monster truck shows and Supercross and Arenacross races. Naturally, I felt drawn to the racing action with epic shots of big air and crashing or bloody noses (during the safety section).
Our near mile-long walk around the facility toured rehersal halls, another dirt bike hanging from the ceiling, office spaces and a showroom with thousands of costumes organized by shape, size and circus.
The tour ended through the mechanics’ shop with dozens of monster trucks in various stages of production. “They share everything but the engines, which are built in North Carolina,” our tour guide told us. I imagined walking through a similar fleet of race bikes one day. ❤
I’m delighted to announce that I’ve accepted a proofreader position at Feld Entertainment, Inc. and will be relocating back to my home state of Florida in the coming weeks. I am extremely grateful for the chance to teach journalism in Utah and even more thankful for all of the amazing people I’ve met – from students to teachers, friends and riding buddies – and all of the experiences I’ll never forget.
“Be brave enough to live creatively. The creative is the place where no one else has ever been. You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. You cannot get there by bus, only by hard work, risking and by not quite knowing what you are doing. What you will discover will be wonderful: Yourself.” ― Alan Alda
To kick off my last few weeks in Utah, I’ve been riding as much singletrack as I can in the Wasatch and Uinta mountains including three days straight at three different spots with three different groups of friends. Then, I spent Sunday at Ogden Cycle Association’s Hot Springs Raceway for Round 3 of the Wild West Series crouched down in the middle of the motocross track shooting photos of friends for free. Ride or die.
Today’s the last official school day of the 2015-2016 year so I’m sporting this “Thank You” tank for my ~90 of my freshman journalism students taking their final exam this morning, which is online and hasn’t crashed the internet, yet (yay!)
It’s been about a month since I’ve swung my leg over my motorcycle, so I’ve been taking a “sabbath rest,” in terms of riding, but I was able to knock out a freelance article – my first in a few months – which fulfilled me with a sense of self that I used to have and was missing. Ever since I started writing – I started riding before I could write! – I used to love writing in my diary about my epic dirt bike adventures breaking wrists and crashing. In high school, I developed my storytelling skills in Yearbook class and started learning about photography. Then in college, I started covering the dirt bike races for FLmx magazine and…the rest is history. Journalism has always been a way for me to connect my passion for storytelling with my love of the dirt biking community. I was reminded of this just the other day when one of my colleagues shared this inspiring Pulitzer.org story, “My family was my journalism school.”
Journalism rescued me from my fear of living small and disconnected, gave me a way to feel useful, and I came to understand how my family prepared me for the work.
The only thing better than riding on Sunday could be watching supercross champion Chad Reed pounding out a few laps right in front of you. Sometimes, you “go ride” just to watch, especially when your BFF is leading the way with her man and their two kids under 3. I spent this past Sunday at Florida Track and Trails in Punta Gorda for the first time. The 1,000-acre outdoor adventure park, which opened last year, is a motorhead paradise and exactly what I didn’t know I was looking for, with everything from a floating trampoline in the middle of a man-made lake, a white sandy beach, three motocross tracks (pro, amateur and beginner), one-directional offroad trails and a drag strip.
I knew it was going to be a good day when my girl and I got to gate and picked up a different color wristband than everybody else was wearing. Score! Once the boys headed out, I started the longer-than-normal hike through the sand over to the track.
“You’re walking over there?” my friend asked. I wanted to snap some pics, even if I only had my phone camera.
There’s just something about watching one of the world’s top supercross racers dropping the hammer on a monstrous local track in The Middle of Nowhere, Florida. The best part was heading back to the beach afterward and soaking up some sun.
“Sometimes you find yourself in the middle of nowhere, and sometimes in the middle of nowhere you find yourself.”
I guess I’ve been riding too much lately – 5 times in the last month – because I blew my bike up on Saturday at the WORCS race in Mesquire, Nevada. I entered the Women A class and was able to finish one lap in 10:52.926 – 2 minutes behind the leader’s 8:49.492 . The Women Pro class, which started with A on Row 1, turned sub-8 minute laps. So my first WORCS race didn’t count because I DNFed. But I came around the second lap screaming through the wide open silt bed of whoops – more than I cared to hit – and I was getting really good power, the motor revving a little high, and then I heard a loud noise, the rear wheel locked up and I coasted to a stop and white smoke poured out of the bottom hoses. I guess I got lucky because the bike didn’t lock up or launch me flying; it just sputtered for a few seconds and then stalled.
With a sinking feeling in my stomach and a knot in my throat, I tried pushing down the kickstart but it wasn’t moving, so I pushed the ol’ girl up against a tree and started the long mile walk back to the pits. So that’s what a blown engine feels like, I thought. Really depressing.
I love teaching but after yesterday’s tour around software giant Adobe’s 280,000-square-foot campus located just south of Salt Lake City, I was contemplating a change in careers all because of the amenities offered at the company’s four-story facility, which employs around 1,500 in one of the most flexible work environments – you can head down to The Bunker to play video games if you’re ahead on your work, organize a game of pool or ping pong with your colleagues or hit the gym like the true workaholics who bring a laptop down to the cycling workstation.
Touring the current building, just the first phase for Adobe as there’s plans for two more, I admired the rock-climbing wall, deluxe employee cafe and yoga room. The building, which is open 24/7 for employees, is actually two separate structures in case of a seismic event since Salt Lake sits on the active Wasatch fault; there’s almost a whole other building underground.
Along with flexible hours and kick ass amenities, the interior design is just as creative as Adobe’s suite of innovative programs, namely InDesign and Photoshop, and focuses on employee health and well-being with open “floating” workspaces, vivid colors and the least amount of doors and walls that encourages employees to interact and collaborate out in the open and not sit behind a computer in their cubicle all day. There’s a stellar 360-degree view of the Wasatch and Oquirrh mountains from just about anywhere, providing another reason to use the stairs around the magnificent 44-foot tall floor-to-ceiling glass atrium. The biggest perk? A service desk for you to drop off your dry cleaning or schedule an oil change for your car, since these things can take away from your workday and Adobe wants its employees to be more effective in all aspects of their lives.
The tour guides JD and Eric work in sales so who better to stoke up a group of high schoolers (and their teacher?) They gave us specific instructions to photograph anything but the “NASA wall,” a dashboard that monitors real-time Adobe analytics from daily hits, returning visitors, weekly and monthly visits. It looked super cool.
JD asked my group why these numbers were so important and when no one responded, I chimed in: “For sales.” Exactly, he said. “The customer is everything to Adobe…OK, why else would these numbers be important?”
“To know the audience,” I said.
Another correct answer. Go, teach! We moved on to another talking point and I hung back to ask Mike if those numbers fluctuate when there’s big news. He told me that sometimes the numbers will dive drastically; often they find out about news before the news breaks, like if Singapore goes offline and web traffic plummets, they know something’s happening. I asked if the goal was get to more visits, and while he said yes, it’s really a full-circle experience for the customer in trying to find out what their behaviors are, what they’re predicted to do next and how to better serve them and make more money.